System Status of Mechageo

All systems are functioning at or within 75% of expected parameters.

You all know that empty feeling... The feeling you get when you have nobody to love. You'd do almost anything to fill the gap.

It's said that your first love is always your strongest love.
Each 'lover' after that becoming less and less of a partner and more of an item that's just there to fill the gap.


But what would you do if you had somebody that wanted to fill that gap for you? What if your feelings for them were of gentle admiration and caring - the basis of the feeling of love, only in a very small percent.

There's this person. She lives in Washington state. She is in love with me. I want to love her back. But I can't get the feelings. I crave those feelings, the feelings of care, deep inside. I don't know if there's someone else out there...

Perhaps this IS what love feels like and all of the other feelings were false..? After all, I did end up braking up with the people I felt them with (through no fault of my own).

posted by Geo @ 4:00 PM